Hmmmm

Well last saturday at weight day i found i lost four pounds which was brilliant. Thats 31 pounds in total im so so pleased. One more pound and i will have lost my 5% with weight watchers. Not sure what you get for doing that i dont think it is anything so i shall have to make myself a certificate or something lol.

Feeling very very low today so i am trying to find something to occupy myself. Been cleaning and am now on here. I am determined not to turn to food, even though my tummy is rumbling a bit. I have a lovely dinner planned for tonight so i am going to focus on that.

My holiday is in about 5 weeks, have i mentioned how much i really dont want to go??? I know i will probably have a good time once i am there but if i could get out of it i would. I think the thing that is worrying me the most is the damn seatbelts. I am beginning to consider buying myself an extender just incase but i am really hoping i wont need one.

Sunday ramblings

I have just been out for the most amazing meal, was so nice and reasonably priced, 10.95 for three courses!! and there was lots to choose from

I was very good and had the carrott and coriander soup which may i say was delicious!!! Then i had the roast beef yum!!!! It was gorgeous and to stop me from being tempted by the pudding cart i had extra vegetables with my dinner lol. By the time they came round with the tray i was stuffed!!!! Plus only diet coke so i am really pleased. Didnt have my book with me and wasnt sure of points but i needn't have worried when i got home and worked it all out i still have 8 left and absolutely no room in my tummy lol.

Well i am pretty pleased with the weekend so far, no great downfalls or naughty moment, well not to with food anyway lol. So i am hoping to get my three pounds next week at weigh in. Fingers crossed for me!!!

xx

Challenge week 1 weigh in

WOOHOOOOOOO

To be able to complete my challenge i have to lose at least 3 pounds a week, plus a little bit if im picky. Well one week in and i have just had my weigh in. And.........i lost 3 pounds woohoooooo i am so so pleased. It has been kind of a tough week, with over pointing and making up for it the next day i have found it a bit tougher. But when your hard work shows in a loss it makes it all worth while.

One of my fellow Xmas 'teen Chasers lose a pound this week also which is helping them on there way. Everything is looking good and im a happy bunny today :-)

xxxxxx

Ouch

Isn't it strange to look at a previous post and cringe with embarrassment. Thats how i feel about yesterdays little rant, it was kind of over the top, although to be honest it really did help me feel better at the time which is i guess the whole point.

Well my little boy is back from his holidays today and wow have i missed him! 2 weeks have seemed like forever. A few more days and he will be back at school, where have the school holidays gone???? I few little treats plus his birthday and party, its gonna be a tough couple of weeks. BUT as an Xmas 'teen Chaser i cant afford to lose sight of my goal. That plus the fact that my dreaded holiday is only 6 weeks away. 2 stone off by then thankyou very much lol

Happy friday! xx

Driving me crazy!!!

Ok so when you live with someone things arent exactly going to go smoothly all of the time, but what do you do when they just constantly drive you insane. I mean seriously the arguments are getting old now, and i get far too angry for it to be good for my health. I am a walking heart attack and getting me stressed enough to be pulling out my own hair really doesnt help.

Over and over again round and round in circles till you just want to shout STOP and hope that someone listens. Well is anyone listening??? If so i have had enough and i would like to get off now please.

All i want is a niec easy life, im not bothered about money or all those material things. Just a loving family and a relationship with someone who loves me. That isnt much to ask for really is it??

Ok rant over, im supposed to be writing good positive things on here not shouting at the computer screen trying to get answers. Is it time for bed yet????

Day 2 of the Xmas 'teen Chasers

Well this isnt going quite to plan, according to my sneaky peek at the scales this morning i havent lost as ounce!!!!! Yes i know you shouldnt look in between weigh days but they were sitting there calling me (worries about my sanity) I am actually considering getting rid of my scales, they do much more harm than good.

Well i saw a thread on WW today and it was a sneaky peek amnesty, which needless to say i jumped into with both feet. So i will see how my willpower pays off and just leave them where they are. Is it bad that i am already wondering what they say???????? There really is no hope for me.

To be on target for this 'mission' i needed to lose 3 pounds this week...eeeek. Well since it is very very unlikely that will happen i will crack on and hope to acheive something from this week. I will not let it put me off, i still believe it is a reachable target, if somewhat crazy!!!!

Who knows i may lose a pound this week then drop 6 next week, stranger things have happened lol

Have a great day and NO PEEKING!!!!!!!!!! xx

The Xmas 'teen Chasers!!!

Well i have found a few people on the WW website who are going to do this challenge with me, and we have a name now lol. Is it really sad to be so excited about that, i am going to say NO lol

Day one has been great i am very pleased, except for the fact my hoover just broke. But on the plus side that means there is no way i can continue cleaning today due to 'silly hoover syndrome'

Anyone from the group who comes to check out this page...Hello!!! And to those who aren't but have stopped by anyway, hello to you too!!

I am by no means an expert at this diet lark, (which is why i am not a slinky little thing) but if you want to talk about anything or some help and encouragement then drop me a line i'll be more than happy to help if i can. Have a great evening everyone mwaaah xxx

Under 20 stone by christmas

WOW WOW and WOW

I just told my best friend about my challenge of getting to under 20 stone by christmas and they said they thought it was amazing and that i can do anything i put my mind to.

Which is lovely. But they then went on to say that if i acheive my goal they will take me chopping after christmas with 250 pounds to spend!!!!!!!!! 250 pounds oh my word!!!!!!!! Some people really are so so special. I just want to thank them. I am definately going to do it, that sounds like a great time shopping hehe

The Under 20 stone by christmas Challenge

Well it is a hell of a challenge, about 3.5 pounds a week roughly, and yes it sounds nearly impossible. But i wanted to set myself something that i really had to work for. I have some people from the WW website doing it with me, so i will have all the help and encouragement i need. We all will.

Lets see how it goes xx