Hmmmm

Well last saturday at weight day i found i lost four pounds which was brilliant. Thats 31 pounds in total im so so pleased. One more pound and i will have lost my 5% with weight watchers. Not sure what you get for doing that i dont think it is anything so i shall have to make myself a certificate or something lol.

Feeling very very low today so i am trying to find something to occupy myself. Been cleaning and am now on here. I am determined not to turn to food, even though my tummy is rumbling a bit. I have a lovely dinner planned for tonight so i am going to focus on that.

My holiday is in about 5 weeks, have i mentioned how much i really dont want to go??? I know i will probably have a good time once i am there but if i could get out of it i would. I think the thing that is worrying me the most is the damn seatbelts. I am beginning to consider buying myself an extender just incase but i am really hoping i wont need one.